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[26 Jul 2004|10:16pm] |
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[22 Jul 2004|02:14pm] |
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whhaaaaaaa i have 16 minutes before i leaVe for my appointment with the orthapedic surgeon....... exciting. supposivly hes gonna be our 'second opinion' about the surgery..and hopefully we can set a date today for it..and hopefully itll be before school starts... indeed. cant say im happy about it..but thats life. afterwards i would like to go to target to get my awesome new phone..but my madre is being stupid and wont take me..but maybe shell change her mind. hopefully.. 14 minutes. im boreeddd. i guess ill just update again when i get back.. then ebcuase im just so cool i get to do my... homework!!! wooot yea.. im in a strange mood. got home from gym and i did mucho conditioning and i loveeddd it! heh call me weird i dont care but i love to stay in shape and workout and build muscles and all that crap. : ) yeaaaaaa so 11 minutes and im gonna go find another way to entertain myself.
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[15 Jul 2004|09:45pm] |
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fourth update today. im a little better now after i resorted to something i shall not say fortright. but beth knows once again what i am speaking of... indeed. well i am talking to an old friend and we shall reunite on monday. im excited..i havent seen her since october : ) sad and exciting at the samme time. i just felt like posting that.
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[15 Jul 2004|04:11pm] |
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bored. and im procrastinating about doing some summer homework. owell.
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[15 Jul 2004|01:19pm] |
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home from gymnastics and already im bored out of my mind. there is no body home except the numerous amount of animals. i hate being left alone becuase then all i do is think and when i think i make myself even more depressed than i already am. i hate it. the other day beth slept over. we were supposed to go to the mall but my madre decided to be annoying and didnt drive us becuase 'she didnt feel like it' i hate that excuse. i cant WAIT till i can drive myself. only 5 more months until i get my permit... anyway we ended up watching spiderman and talking online to one of my friends. then we went upstairs at 11:30 after watching whose line and family guy. we talked for two and a half hours about some pretty serious stuff. i wish we could of talked longer but i had practice in the morning so we called it a night..or shall i say morning... yea that was about the only exciting thing that happened this week. its now thursday and tomorrow we were supposed to go to the mall so i could meet one of her friends..no names mentioned.. im so desperate for a guy that im resorting to hookin up with someone i dont even know. but thats ok. my life sucks anyway. couldnt possibly get any worse if something went wrong. just another thing to add to the list. yeaaa. so in about six more days i go to the orthapedic surgeon for the consultation and to set a date for the surgery. then in another six days i leave for hawaii. im excited and nervous but i have a feeling i wont be enjoying it as much as i wish. i mean..right when i get back im gettin my knee operated on and thats scary as hell. my whole gymnastics career is vanishing right in front of my eyes and it SUCKS. gymnastics has been my entire life for 11 years. i dont know anything else. but no one actually wants to read any of this so ill just end the entry for now.
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